Undelivered Letter

Dear you,

Nervous
Do I have right to feel that?

I don't think so

But it's killing me

forget it

A letter should have a big message in it

But, can it be delivered to you?

No

Just let me send this letter

I don't care if you can't understand it

Just read it

I oftenly saw you stare at me

Smile to me

Watch what I do

Follow my habits

Laugh when I daydreaming

And some of your friends smile to you everytime I passed in front of you

What does all that mean?

I can't understand that

A lot of Mundane told me "Hey, He was staring at you."

And they got so excited

hahahaha feel so lucky

Yeah, I feel so lucky and grateful

But,

I hate it 

I hate when I see you with that person
Can I just throw you with my physics book?
I just can't describe the feel
And I don't hope you to know it
Just read this letter
And find what I mean
Just that
A couple of weeks ago I knew one of BTS' Song mean, which is the Truthuntold
I don't want my story ended up like that song
So I try to tell you with this
But I don't coerce you to reward it
I'm fine here
In fact, I don't know what is 'Fine' anymore
Icyguy
Are you start to melting down?

Full of Love,

Cactus